A free gift for you. Yes, you. Simply received. No strings attached.

People want something in life.
They work for a goal, they complete certain tasks and they do what it takes. So that they can receive a certain object, feeling, or whatever that thing may be that they are working towards. If something is readily available just to take, most people are going to take up that opportunity. But, if that thing that's readily available, is something that is less than what is receivable through other methods, or that thing is just not positive to them, then they probably won't take up the chance.

   What if you are given the chance to receive something, for free, but maybe with the slightest effort. But, you have no idea what it is. It could be the most important thing in the world, or it could be the cheapest advice anyone has ever given to you. But you have the choice to take it or leave it.

   What if I said that I was willing to give you the answer to life. For free. All you have to do is respond to this or e-mail me. I will give you my answer, of what the answer to life is, from my prospective of what I have been given, and how I have interpreted it. Once you receive the information, it's all up to you. You can choose to read it, or ignore it.  If you read it, it's still your choice to accept or reject. You can give me feedback, or never make any communication with me ever again.  Up to you.

One definite guarantee is that my response will be more than just a one word answer. It will actually be an answer rather than a foolish view of the meanings of life.

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Is it all just talk?

I'm upset. Ranting. On and on and on. But it's all just in my head. I'm screaming. But to myself. If I mess something up, I may not externally start making a scene, but I'm still going to discuss it with myself. As if it made any difference at all. I make sure I know what I should have done, but somewhere in my head, I know I'm not going to get a second chance at it. Or maybe that's not the case, maybe it's like when I'm talking to myself in my head, as if it is to help me be "busy", or "preoccupied". But if I actually take the time to think about it, talking to myself in my head is not working towards that goal at all. It's no help, at all. But when I'm in the zone, and filled with nervousness thinking up excuses a million miles an hour, none of the thoughts include an excuse, or any activity to preoccupy myself, or make myself look busy. It's all just talk I guess.

Weird..

Where to Begin, Where to Begin.. For That Matter, Where Does It All Begin?

Hello.

(Did I catch your attention?)

First Blog.. Where to begin.. How about a reality check? Maybe a perception check? Is Perception reality, or is reality perception? Or .. neither? 86,400 seconds in a day, where did it all start? So many questions, these are my ideas, theories, explanations, and all. I hope somebody ends up Reading this. Thank you if you do end up taking the time to. (I  wrote this paragraph after I finished this blog, so my mind is numb, I hope it still grabs your attention, enjoy.)



To think, there are twenty-four of these things filled with sixty of these things consisting of sixty of these things and yet they say we don't have enough time in a day. Crazy talk. There is way to much that can be done in 86,400 of these things.  I suppose the time consuming energy replenisher we call rest should also be incorporated in to all of this. So if you take 8 hours away to spend sleeping, you still have 28800 of these things. 
...1 ...2 ...3 ...4 ...5 ... 
1/5760 already wasted.
We perceive time, as what? Time right? Whenever we wait for something, time passes us by. Sometimes we count the seconds in our anxious desire for what comes after that time. Is time the same for when we are dreading every second of it waiting for it to be over as when we are entertained and time is not a part of our main conscious thoughts?
Time is a perception, and time-perception is reality. But in the case of our imagination, for the moments being in a less-conscious "Dream" or "Day-dream", a subject or idea that is pondered on, in this dimension isn't exactly reality. So your mind wonders off.. and you are perceiving something such as the idea of having a million dollars, and what that would be like, where you would be, what you would be doing, right? But reality slaps you in the face and tells you "keeeeeep dreamin'". 
Time can be a perception and a reality, but dreaming may not be. 


What's the difference?


Maybe your perception isn't as distant as you think.
Maybe your perception can as easily become a reality as it did a perception. If you could just think hard enough about it all, maybe, it would just happen. If you could just live your reality in a constant un-conscious reality, and easily moldable perception, life would be so simple. And thats exactly why it's not that easy. It's just too simple.  There are always obstacles around what you as a human want as happiness. Maybe it's money, girls, entertainment, honor, all glory for yourself. But how often has the opportunity come for you to do this? Even if your on your journey to all of this earthly paradise, how much good is it going to do you when you realize it's not going to fulfill your happiness desire. You'll try and try again for that peace of mind, but as it has been noticed, even the most powerful, richest, most successful people on earth have come to the realization that there is something missing. Even if everything has been going there way, something doesn't feel quite right. Some who experience this even share it, but most hide it in search for that one thing that will fulfill the desire. And if you are rich and successful (or at least how the public eye perceives these qualities), then you probably already are aware of these feelings.


There has got to be a creater. 
For any system to work; any form of government, any plan, any game, any strategy. There must be a creating power. Government without a creator, doesn't exist, government without plan results in destruction, rebellion, and many other negative factors. So for earth to exist, a creating force, or power, must be present. A universe doesn't create a detailed, structured, living, survivable habitat filled with endless counts of millions and zillions of organisms made up of even more countless cells reproducing. With even more, down to the very most microscopic detail of every human, who can effortlessly communicate with another human and make complex decisions, if it isn't all supported and created by a creator, God. 


   Along with this, One who creates such complexity and detail, gives us the at least the slightest understanding that there is something that created all of this, even those who rebel against or hate any force who claims they could possible have created such a universe.  In fact, he loves them.  I haven't even claimed what religion or what set of rules this "THING" has been part of, what "he (or even she)" favors, where "It" came form, or further tried, or attempted at what "this" is.  It's just so obvious that he loves us. This "God", this "Force", this "Creator", must have truly loved us. If ANYTHING were to create a universe and place (human) beings , with the personal capability to make their own decisions and choose anything they desire, he must have truly had a indescribably extensive  amount of love on them. 


  If anybody actually read to this point, and does not grasp the information I am trying to explain, you are more than likely doubting any chance of a creator actually compatible with any single creation of the infinite others surrounding it.  Before I go any further, please believe me when I say I am not trying to convert you, or shove a religion down your throat, or teach you of any particular religion, this is all such raw basics, yet complex reality of what this world is made up of.  If anyone has actually read this far, and have any questions, comments, disagreements, personal viewpoints, or any beliefs, please feel free to let me know in any number of responses of feedback. I would love to know if this whole thing is getting me, or anybody, anywhere, what-so-ever. I am sincerely sorry about the fact that I sort-of just started typing what is on my mind, The topic kinda got really off-topic as to what this was actually intended to be. But now I am going to remain on this topic of creation of reality and perception.


As I was saying, for any "Living God" to create human-beings with free-will,  and the option to at any second in time make a choice, whether is be a choice that is particularly important in a human-perception of reality, such as making the decision of running as bringing a gun to a bank and robbing it, or running for presidency, or any number of "important" choices. Or whether it is a less-important human-perception of reality, such as the simplicity of choosing your thoughts, the most simplistic choices as choosing your thoughts. It's your choice what you decide to recall, or think back in to your memory. Although it may seem that at times a memory, event, idea, word, object, symbol, or process may suddenly "pop" in your brain, and it is an event that has been known to occur without choice or intent, and it's true that when the thought pops up, it may not be by personal choice. But, it is any beings choice when they decide to ponder on the thought. This "God", is full of love. Let me break it down the way it was once taught to me:


What is true love?


When "Person A" Loves "Person B",  and "Person B" Loves "Person A" back; 
(True Love, meaning care, compassion, respect, maximum quality of compassion on another being at any time, whether they love you back with the same quality of love you showed upon them, or even if the one they so unconditionally adore rejects the efforts, refuses, denies, hates, disregards, rebels against and yet through every condition that separates or brings closure between the two beings they love each other with that maximum strength of emotional, no matter of the circumstances that love is never failing)


So, true love is an emotion/action/verb/bond between two separate people right?


If this creator, would create us with such a power as to have choices; for him or against him, and not limit us, there would have to be a reason behind it right? This "force", or rather this "love", probably could have easily left us without the power of choice. "It" could have loved us, and just forced us to love him back, without choice, as there probably wouldn't be a "us" at that point, we would be without a soul, and without "perception". He could have so much easier left us without a choice, but this wouldn't be "true love". As I had stated earlier, "True Love" happens between two beings who unconditionally, and it has to be a willing commitment among each other. If this force, had just loved us as a being without choice to love back, but a pre-chosen destiny, it wouldn't be true love.


 So as allowing us to have the choice to love this "Creator God" back or not, he allows us the ability of true love with the creator of us all. If he allows us to do something as have a choice, which changed the outcome of everything, then this has got to be one of the most important part of his plan in creating us. This "Love"'s entire goal is to have true love with us as his creation. This makes it so obvious that we were made by a God of love. He cares about us, if our God's plan was to get us to love him back, without forcing us to, then there must be a lot more to this plan. It would only make sense that he would be willing to do so much for us, which really proves why the "God" in most religions is a "God of Love, and a God of forgiveness" (mainly Christianity, Catholicism, Judaism). Yet I have not said this God we have been created by is any of these listed. I'm just implying that with the ideas I have explained of what's behind the creation of us as humans, and that it would only make sense that we would be created by such a "God" of love because he gave us the choices to love him back or not. He wants something deeper than this. Which I will explain more of my viewpoints on, later. But as anybody can see, whatever or whoever this almighty creator is, it loves us. 


I will further explain later-on, and I have plenty more to discuss if anybody is interested, but it looks as though nobody reads this anyways. Thank you if you did? If you have any feedback please let me know.  This is some really interesting stuff, it really fascinates me how there really is some meaning behind this all. Even a person who is left with complete doubt of love from a god, or a higher power, definitely has hope. I am going to get to the bottom of this, even if nobody decides to read this. There has to be a reality beyond this perception of a higher power, there has to be a reality that involves a God who loves. 






Thanks, it means a lot to me if you read, or attempted to read, this blog. Even if it ended up only being this last line :( 


Respond to this if you agree or disagree with me what-so-ever.


Goodbye . :)